woke up by a nightmare this morning. It’s not your usual teddy bear with a bloody knife kind of nightmare, more of a simulation of what life would be if certain events in the past was changed.
In my nightmare, it’s present day, my mom’s still alive and my dad has retired and moved back in. Just about every little thing he does annoys me. To most, it sounds more like a dream than a nightmare, but that’s because you have no idea who my dad is.
Anyhow, I think what brough this up was because last night, my sis was telling me about her visite to my dad’s new family. From what I heard the kids are too well mannered. While listening to that, my mind was imagine being in grade 11, throw into an unknown country, and having to live with my dad. That is what those kids are going through.
On a side note, my unconscious mind did a very good job at designing the room in my nightmare. About a 26×26" area, with long tall L shaped window. From the looks of the scenery, I would say it’s on the 5th or 6th floor of a 10 floor appartment. My bed is just 2 feet from the window, with a really nice translucent vertical blinds that goes around the window, and around a section of the room to act as a separator. (mind you this is a suite, there’s a mini living room outside of the separator) The blinds is of a yellowish tint that just lets in the most briliant sun light to warm up the colours of the room. Good job unconscious Tommy, a love the look of that room so much.
