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Thought I was so smart in using a bunch of css2 stuff to lighten the load of a new website I’m coding….who knew so much can go wrong (I should).  It didn’t look write on Macs and it looks even worst on 4.7 or less browsers. guess it’s a good time now to take a knife and carve a few words on my forehead. "never take any short cuts, and always…always keep the boarder=0 for tables" .  gotta fix all the problems now…I blame you, microsoft, linux, mac and all other os authorers. I don’t really care, any one of you, just monopolize the market so I don’t have to deal with competibility problems.

next week is going to be really interesting. The profs again has managed to band together and schedule assignment due dates one after another. There’s also the last test before the exams which would also be happening that week. With these insane schedule, I thought it would be rather nice to pile on more work (can’t beat them, join them). So I’m taking on another quick web coding job. Partially re-coding, because my client actually had another freelencer doing the codes when I was busy the weeks before. Turns out that freelencer was quite a piece of work…I can code better than him with blind folds on.

well like the title said…I’m knee high in work. just when I though I could get a little break, the 3rd wave of homework came right in my face. I was at some coop English verbal test thing last week, it’s rather apparent that I haven’t made the full conversion into a programmer yet. Much of what I said still sounded like something a designer would say. 

just finished my English essay. It’s 5 mins till 8…should I catch a 5 min nap? forget it…..worked all weekend on the stupid essay. Don’t get me wrong. English is good and all that. I’m just not too into writing. I’ve tuned out my emotions for so long that writing anything but reports, tutorials and anything that bases purely on data and facts just becomes difficult.  Why did I tune out my emotions you ask? Well it was better for work a few years back. Being a full time designer is not easy, getting negative feedback everyday feels like getting slap in the face…..anyway time for a quick shower, breakfast and it’s another day of school.

yeah…finish coding ahead of schedule. 4 full hours of sleep before classes.

another late night trying to get everything done on time, and others ahead of time. just starting coding…..so i guess it is time to put on the old prodigy cd and get working. 

late night…early morning…same thing

so tired……so much work to be done…..5 assignments due in the coming weeks….gotta go fix some guy’s computer that was infected with something because he used kazaa….and I took on an online 3D drafting pt interview….2 models 9 renderings due in 6 days.  ~_~   ………drowning in a sea of assignments and work…..

Lately, I couldn’t stay awake pass midnight. Perhapes it is the stress or changes in the season. Whatever I was doing, rendering, assignments, web authoring, I would just doze off, only to wake up an hour later with the stereo still pumping. Did the mid terms really take that much out of me?….. ~_~

Just got a new account for my laptop today, anyone wanting to chat or learn some tricks on rendering stuff, web design, here’s a way to find me.

ch_os@hotmail.co.jp

so…I was check e-mail the other day and this company in tw asked me to send in work for an online interview. It’s all because of a computer generate image I rendered over study week. Not the first time this sort of thing happened, still I think I’m gonna turn it down just because I’m not a 100% I can deliver. I just don’t know if I can handle that type of work, especially when I don’t have a certificate or anything on hand that saids I’m qualified.  …..sigh…. going to crawl back to be web freelencing, cpa first year studying hole now…2nd day back and so much work piled up.